Homesick

I'm incredibly homesick this weekend.

I'm homesick for odd things like JRs and jaeger and Aqueduct and strange people that I barely knew. I'm just homesick for a place I know and am known. No one here knows or cares. It makes me just cry.

I'm home alone. As much as sometimes I would absolutely kill for a night alone, tonight I just feel lonely and isolated. I know no one. I have no one I can just be comfortable with. I have no friends I can just invite over for a bottle of wine and a chat. My heart aches.

I gotta stop thinking about it, because the tears are starting to come back, and I'm sporting my new blue mascara.